Deadwing.

Hay una cancion que me ha estado agobiando desde hace algunos dias. Su nombre es Deadwing.
La he traido en la cabeza por mucho tiempo, no demasiado, pero si lo suficiente para postearla por estos rumbos.
Deadwing, luego de su lanzamiento mundial fue convertida en pelicula, bajo el mismo nombre, producida por los señores Mike Bennion y Steven Wilson.

Click en 'play' para escuchar la cancion. Abajo, la letra. Más abajo el trailer de la pelicula.
Enjoy.






And something warm and soft just passed through here
It took the precious things that I hold dearer
It rifled through the grey and disappeared
The creeping darkness makes the small hours clearer

Like a cancer scare
In the dentist's chair
Sucking in the air
Wire across the stair
Kicking down the door
At your local store
With the world at war
Voices through the floor
Unexpected news
Wearing high heeled shoes
Blowing out the fuse
Paying all your dues
Deadwing lullaby
Like a fracture tied
It's a worthless lie
To the public eye

I don't take waifs and strays back home with me
My bleeding heart does not extend to charity

Yes I'd have to say I like my privacy
And did you know you're on closed circuit TV?
So smile at me

And a dream you had
Of your mom and dad
On a beach somewhere
And the poison air
With the cancer threat
In a cigarette
Deadwing lullaby
Find a place to hide

And from the yellow windows of the last train
A spectre from the next life breathes his fog on the pane
I look with you into the speeding black rain
Afraid to touch someone, afraid to ask her for her name

And in the morning when I find I have lost you
I throw a window open wide and step through

Palabras de un vampiro.

"..Después de todo no hay nada que hacer, ¿verdad? No puedo olvidar esa sensación. No puedes comprenderlo, ¿no es así? La sensación al penetrar tus colmillos en una chica. Profunda y fuertemente.. Suficiente para olvidarte de tí mismo y el dolor. ¡El clímax..!"

i will not let you become a v..

eat me
and let me become
a part of you.

Ben 10 theme song

It started when an alien device did what it did
And stuck itself upon his wrist with secrets that it hid
Now he's got super powers, he's no ordinary kid
He's Ben 10.

So if you see him you might be in for a big surprise,
He'll turn into an alien before your very eyes
He's slimy, freaky, fast and strong, he's every shape and size
He's Ben 10.

Armed with powers, he's on the case
Fighting off evil from Earth or space
He'll never stop till he makes them pay
'Cause he's the baddest kid to ever save the day
Ben 10

Still A Doll, by Kanon Wakeshima [Vampire Knight Ending]

Lyrics

Hi Miss Alice.
Anata garasu no me de
Donna yume o
Mirareru no?
Miirareru no?
Mata atashi
Kokoro ga sakete
Nagarederu
Tsukurotta
Sukima ni sasaru
Kioku-tachi

Still, you do not answer,
Still, you do not answer.

Traducción

Hola señorita Alicia.
Con ojos de cristal
Que clase de sueño
Puedes tener?
Estas adentrada?
Otra vez por mi
Mi corazón se desgarra
Y derrama
Recuerdos
Y atraviesa dentro
De las heridas ya cicatrizadas.

Aún no respondes,
Aún no respondes.

...by my side?

Words that I've always been wishing to hear. But those words are words that I never imagined to hear.. even if he wasnt serious, I said I'd do anything for him.. but in the end I didn't do anything.. are you disappointed in me?

regarding.

"...I really can't accpet it after all... that my most precious girl was bitten by another..."

changes (part 1)

i've been feeling weird these days, so i'm gonna desempolvar these words again. yeah i know it's been a long since i last used these kind of language, but idk, i just feel like thinking like this once again. so i should be feeling a million things, but right now, at this moment, i'm just confused. i dont know what i feel. for years, i've felt like i'm playing the game, trying to be something or someone that was successful, intelligent and completely in control. i spent years trying to make people feel comfortable, giving people passes for horrid behavior at christmas parties, and just being grateful for whatever circumstance, luck and pluck managed to toss my way. i tried to not care because i was getting ahead.. now, i'm just done. i'm done trying to make people comfortable when they clearly do not deserve to feel that way. i'm done pretending that i care about "something" just to feel like i belong.. to feel like he's gonna be mine and i'm gonna be his.. to feel like i'm one of them. i'm done trying to fit in. i'm done because i realized that i'm more. a thought gave me the insight to realize that this world didn't deign to have me. the truth was the exact opposite. I (including my talents and passion and everything else) deserve a better home. life is too short to be tied up by a selfish person or a grup of selfish persons. so i'm sorry if this hurts someone's heart or interests. i just don't want to be "that" girl.. but the difficult thing when you stop trying to be someone else is that your'e left with the ultimate question: who the hell am i? and that's exactly what i'm trying to figure out.. WHO THE HELL AM I??? i just know that i'm not me when i act the way they want me to, i'm not me when i say what he wants me to.. so i'm trying to make things work, in spite of feeling isolated, lonely, and terrified. i worked long hours, days, years. but in the process of fitting into this unforgiving mold, i became increasingly unhappy, stressed, and scarily enough, unhealthy. i took on whatever persona demanded of me. i avoided risks, pushing my vague desires further and further away. my opinions, beliefs and dreams were becoming distant memories. i simply replaced them with the thing i was supossed to be. and suddenly i realize i'm getting older. yeah i'm about to turn 18. and then i think i'm starting to be a new me. i realize i'm about to be the person someone was waiting for, the person who is able to say "yes i want this" or "no, that's not for me", the person who can enjoy all those "things" that were locked before. and when i finally turn 18 i will be no longer "becoming". i will just be 18. so start crying, people. because i won't say yess to all the stuff you offer, to all the shit you want me to eat. i won't be there for you. you were wrong when you thought about me being the girl you were waiting for. i will not be the girl who hangs out and gets drunk with "you/ya'll". i will not be the girl who says yes to everything you want her to do and everything they want her to be. oh yes it will be be o-v-e-r - s-o-o-n. you listen? O-V-E-R.. S-O-O-N. and i'll say to myself "i'm not biding time. i'm living my life. i was living a life that wasn't my own to understand that i was robbing myself of the most valuable thing ever: me." and yes i have already been embracing what i am instead of focusing on what i'm not. the realization that i'm entitled to my own dreams is still a slow, difficult process that don't just occur overnight. it's more of an evolution and less revolution. it's being brave enough to demand that the world respect whatever little stake in the planet i decide to make. i still have no idea where i'm heading, and i don't know if i will ever get to where i'm going now. and if i do, i'm not sure if i will know when i'm there. however, i know i'm looking for a place to be, and for someone to be with.. and here it comes again, the question, now followed by some other mates: who am i? where am i going to? where do i belong to? who is the person i'm looking and waiting for? you? where are you? will i recognize you when i see you? gah.. so many questions at the same time.. and i'm tired and sleepy, so goodbye ya'll.

how could we let it slip away

if you leave me now,
you'll take away the biggest part of me
no baby please don't go
if you leave me now,
you'll take away the very heart of me
no baby please don't go
a love like ours is love that's hard to find
how could we let it slip away
we've come too far to leave it all behind
how could we end it all this way
when tomorrow comes we'll both regret
things we said today
cause i need you more than you'll ever know

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